Okay, so an insight into my life. I am 19 years young. I lvoe to tpye lkie tihs. I have a weird perception of life, that's the best way I can put it. I will argue with you over nothing if I get bored, just to have something to do, but I'll back down pretty quick or argue so much that I end up hurting my own argument. People always say they want the truth but when they get it, they wish they hadn't. Not me. Break me down into a million pieces with your criticism, I prefer it. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I learn from it. I'm a normal human being, not perfect, I make mistakes, I lie, I cheat, I hurt. I usually always hurt. I hide it on the inside like nothing's wrong, but really I'm dying. I believe that as much as I've held in so far, I will have a fatal tumor once I'm 35. My smile is genuine. I've practiced it since birth. It is my shield, my castle, my last defense against the world. I put it on so you can't see the real me. No one knows the real me, not even my family. If anyone has any insight to me, it would be my cousin. But even she only knows a small amount. I feel that if I let someone in too much, they'll twist my emotions around their fingers and leave me broken and shattered. I'm honest and blunt. Not rude. I won't tell you anything if you don't ask for it. That is rude. But if you were to ask my opinion, you're gonna get it. If you don't like my answer, don't ask the question. I know I have all the right answers, you just ask the wrong questions. Ask me anything, I won't hold back, and I don't want you to hold back either. Going behind my back to protect my feelings hurts more than anything. I like my family for the most part. Forced to love them. Love my friends, most anyways. Lately I've had quite a few issues come up between me and people I thought were my friends, but that's all resolved now. Needless to say I'm a few friends shorter than before. Sucks to be them. Don't take anything I say too seriously, I usually talk a lot before I think of what I should have said. I'm an arrogant asshole, but a considerate friend. I will put anyone else before myself, even a complete stranger. That's just how I am. I'm reserved and mellow, but around the right people I will never shut up and you'll want to duct tape my mouth shut. I love random useless info. and I also love sweet tea and to cook. I don't know what to do with my life, nor do I want to anytime soon because once I know, well there goes half the fun ) Have fun trying to break into my shell, even with this info. I'm sure you'll be begging to get away before you even get close.