i'm finally at a point where i know i have to absolutely control my life. i'm loving life as a twenty-something. it's all clear. it all makes sense to me. the best part about this stage of my life is that nothing scares me. nothing worries me. i wake up each morning glad to do exactly what i set out to do each day. my life has become much simpler over the last couple of weeks. where i am my own version of a party monster passing the time feeling like i am invincible i will fill my soul with the determination to be who i am meant to be -- unadulterated. i'm leaving a lot of old habits behind. i'm happy with what i had and never felt like i needed anything else. what matters to me most is that i can now see clearly. i can easily pay attention. i can read between the proverbial lines. i can listen. i can understand. i no longer need to convince myself that i'm worth anything. i know i am. as simple as i might be, i'm also complicated. my mind and heart drive deeply. nothing is easy. but nothing is difficult. everything is just intense. the gravity with which i walk through my life is heavy. but, all in light-spirits. i'm open to everything while being an open book. i have no shame i have no guilt and i have no remorse. i'm unapologetic and completely forgiving. i accept things and people for what and who they are. i'm overtly social, and if you're in my line of fire, you will have my full attention. my family and friends are the most important people in the world to me but there is always room for more. i live guided by my heart and by what feels right to me, not by what feels right for you. i'm sometimes uncompromising but i never put myself first. i'm stubborn, and set in my ways in large part but i am also willing to continue to grow and learn. i can take anything i'm told and have an unwavering disposition towards making things good and whole again.