FIRST OF ALL. I'm not easy, I'm not a whore, I don't sleep around, I have respect for myself, I will not do one night stands or any other sexual activity with you and you better believe that I will not have sex with anyone unless I am in a relationship and in love. I'm sick of the perverted shallow I dont give a crap about others selfish sexual BS the gay community spews out. Find someone else like that. Anyways... My name is Joshua. I'm a christian and strongly believe in God. I believe at one point God saved my life so I give my life to him on a daily basis. I know a lot about christianity and I'm looking for a christian guy or someone open to christianity. I'm not the crazy religious type I'm the open minded spiritual type I go by what the bible teaches but in an honest way so I'm more open minded then most. Being a christian and following God has made me happier then anything else in my life. I don't think I'm better then you its just what I believe. I had to cover that, moving on...lol I'm very kind hearted. I'm caring. I'm compassionate. I'm very emotional. I'm very sensetive. I'm an artist. I love affection. I'm very affectionate. I'm passionate. I don't give up. I'm stubborn. I'm persistent. I'm very very honest. I'm blunt but not rude. I have a small temper but nothing serious. I'm athletic. I'm kind of a nerd. I'm analytical. I'm driven/determined. I'm a leader not follower. I like to socialize. I don't drink or get drunk I just don't like the taste nor do I care. I will never smoke. I have never done any kind of drug and never will. I don't go to gay bars or clubs I think its a total waste of time and a meat market. I honestley don't like the majority of what the gay community is about or stands for. My intuition is insanely accurate. I'm an open book. I am big on fitness. I'm a healthnut. I love tattoos and currentley have six I'll be covered but in smart places not job destroying places lol. I also love piercings and eventually I'll be able to put mine back in and get more lol. Guys with tattoos and piercings are a big turn on lol. I love creating things. I love singing. I like poetry. I'm a very tiny person, 5'6, 135 pounds and a very small build. I like photography. I like calming/ambient music, heavy/deathcore, techno/trance and christian/worship. My fav band in the world is Flyleaf. I pray a lot. I read my bible. I go to church. I'm submissive in a relationship but not in life. I will kick your butt on the PS3. I like collecting shells at the beach. I hate sharks with a passion... I like doing outdoorsy things. I like archery but I wont go hunting I can't kill anything lol. I'll go fishing. I'll go shooting at a gun range I'm actually pretty good at it. I'm adventurous. I just took up running. I fight for the people I love. I'm a mix between fem and masculine. I'm more on the fem side emotionally etc but I enjoy doing a lot of straight things and I am def not a flamer. I want to be with a christian guy or someone willing to at least be open about christianity. A genuinley good guy. Someone with morals. Someone who is kind hearted. Someone who is masculine. Someone who is between 21 and 26. Someone who is strong. Someone who is stable. Someone who will take care of me and let me do the same. Someone affectionate. Someone taller then me. Someone who can make me feel secure because I'm a sensetive person. Someone who cares about fitness and health. Someone who has respect for others, themselves and me. I dont care if your serious or funny just be yourself. Someone who knows how to communicate. An honest person. I just left a guy I had been with for an entire year 4 months ago. He emotionaly abused me, changed over time, eventually started treating me like he treated everyone else like a piece of crap, he has a lot of issues hes in denial about and wont get help with, I didn't trust myself, my friends, my family, his friends and so I payed the price. I didn't leave for awhile because I had hope in him and I'm a very forgiving person but I could only take so much. It really was a one sided issue. I feel like I wasted a year of my life minus the life lessons I learned and experience I gained. I know that I can find many many other guys who will treat me 100 times better then him. He was my first and I'm told they are the hardest to get over so its been hell but I'm healing quickly from it all. Needless to say I have some slight trust issues now and was left with nothing. I'm back home and I work at five guys so I can save enough money to buy a car. I'm a very determined person and I'm figuring out what I want to do with my life. I know I want to help people, I like to help people, I love God, I know I'm creative and I'm a leader. I'll just have to figure it out. I want to live my life as peacful as productive and happy as I can.