How can I possibly describe in a few hundred words the complexity of a person, especially myself? The best way to would be to simply say that I'm "just me", even though I always saw that as lame and easy way out when people used it in the past. But how lame is it exactly? Every single person on the planet is differently complex, oddly unique, wonderfully diverse and secretly beautiful in their own ways. To possibly describe one's self in words is, when you think about it, nearly impossible. So if I had to how would I describe "just me"? Well I'm not an angel, I'm not perfect and I'm not more special or better than anyone else, but I'm not a devil, extremely imperfect or necessarily worse than anyone else either. I'm unique in my own ways and I don't need to be just like everyone else or need to fit into every situation comfortably to feel complete. I have my beautiful qualities but I also have my flaws. I'm an extremely honest, caring, loving, optimistic, realistic, big-hearted, kind and loving person. I care for people more than I should and try much too hard to make people happy most of the time. I can be happy, crazy, outgoing, boring, fun and extremely quiet. I can also be a big flirt, a big ass, a big dork or a big romantic. As far as life goes, I am happy to say that I've seen and felt many beautiful things and that I've also experienced some of the worst. I believe in life you have to take the good with the bad, because without the bad we would never know just how wonderful the good is. I mean, you have to be in the dark before you can appreciate the light. Now I'm not saying I haven't been jaded or made bitter about a few experiences, but that's human nature and I realize that without experiencing all of this I wouldn't be the person I am today, and for that I'm thankful for everything I've been through. As far as relationships go I've again seen the wonderful and the evil. I've felt true love, true hate and true pain, but I'm still extremely optimistic and hopeful about the person I'm destined to meet. I'm having an extremely difficult time finding someone honest, caring, loving and mongamous, but I haven't given up yet. Yep, I'm a hopeless romantic and I know that no matter what happens "the one" is out there somewhere. Overall, I never realized just now much you can compare almost all aspects life to a roller coaster. It's full of ups and downs, highs and lows, extreme happiness and extreme fears, but no matter how much of any one of those we experience during the ride we keep going back for more, and I, for one, can't wait to see what's around the next turn! Thanks for reading, and take care! :