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I am the silent tempest... I am ordered chaos... Turn to me when all hope is gone... You know where i'll be I am innocence lost Label Me If You Dare! About 95 percent of what i do is complete and total bullshit... but it's that 5 percent I live for! It's that five percent when someone truly needs me. It's that five percent where it all hangs in the balance. It's that five percent where I truly shine.It's what i do. It's how i live. Don't call me brave. Don't call me a hero. I'm just me. It's what i do. I work full time for FDNY working EMS I'm an Eagle Scout I work hard and party harder Fuck dancing till dawn i'm gonna dance till the sun sets again i'm looking for people near my age, 19-28 who aren't afraid to get dirty (as in actual dirt from going camping) someone who will ice skate with me in central park and play frisbee on the beach, or break open a bottle of wine and enjoy a sunset.... wanna go skiing, or maybe just curl up by the fire and watch the snow fall? weird people are a plus... normal people scare me random people,who know how to have fun that and anyone else working FDNY EMS and now for the random list of things i enjoy on my time off Photography,camping, climbing, rapelling, sailing, canoeing, fishing, videogames, anything that has to do with animals, curling up with good books that and im kind of a god in the kitchen i love cooking What I'm doing with my life: I am a New york State Certified Emergency Medical Technician, working for FDNY. My goals for the next 3 months include buying a new car, getting a new apartment, improving my spanish, and learning another form of dance. I'm really good at pulling up random facts in conversation that one would think would be completely useless but somehow i retain them The first thing(s) people usually notice about me: My attitude.... either you love me or you hate me. I take shit from no one and i will tell you exactly what i think of you. If you can't look into a mirror and deal with who you really are, then you may not want to approach me cuz i will hold that mirror to your face and make you see.