Some things in life are worth fighting for. He is!

I have always wanted someone who wants me as much as I do him I think I've found him. "He’s all around me. Like a cloud of smoke he permeates my clothes. I breath him in like the fumes of a burning volcano. I stand in the midst of his heat. I feel the hot stone beneath my feet and I do not move. My burning soles do not deter me from being in his presence. For him I would endure any torment, any suffering. I don’t need any air, all I need is him, surrounding me, filling me with his scent. I can sense him even when he’s a hundred miles away and more. I feel his embrace though he has not touched me for days. I could not loose the sensation of his touch, even if I desired to do so. I would feel his hands upon me even if I were frozen in a block of ice. My mind constantly reels as I try to focus on my work. All things draw me back to him. He’s in my thoughts and I can’t shake him. I hear his voice and his laugh, his giggle really. I see his eyes, amber pools of radiance that appear to sink in to eternity and beyond. I see his soul, a bright, burning soul filled with strength. His spirit as full of nothing but care and concern. Where are you? Where is my lord? The prince of my heart who rules unbidden over my emotions? He sits in my mind in an ivory tower, far above the ruck and run of the common man. He is greater than others. None can compare to him in my eyes. He is my light, my star, my inspiration. Always will I strive to be worthy of such as he. Always will I fail, but always will I try." I know him. He knows me. (Written for my baby, Shawn. Love you!)