Just in need of a smile

Im Tim, I think entirely to much. I love entirely to many people. I trust most of them and when they hurt me I forgive them. I cry, I laugh, I yell. I would rather feel pain then feel nothing at all. I try so hard to figure myself out and to be happy that it hurts to try anymore. I have faith....I have hope. I am not special, not amazing. I am not just gay....I am tim. I dont like labels. I dont know what I want anymore. I have been searching way to long....and have made too many mistakes...Please dont be a mistake. you cant learn anything from a webpage...message me if you want.