sad and alone cuz im missing someone i really like

people think of me as an idiot and others think i'm too smart for my own damn good... i just think im a regular person with thoughts that every gay man has... no its not sex... its more about struggling to find that one person in life that will share everything that u always wanted to share... im young... i know... but life is ticking away and i think its time to just face my fears on love and move on to find someone for me and only me... hope to find him somewhere...