not much to say. i'm pretty quiet for the most part. i'm single. 37 years old (already?). not that experienced being a homo, in the closet all my life, small city don't help that much. i dunno, i'm at a loss for words right now. can't think of anything impressive to type here. i've been making fringe music for quite some time now since about 1988 (punk/thrash, metal, industrial, experimental audioscapes, house, trance, 4 on the floor, you name it...), running an indy music label also, i draw alot, use my camera as ofter as i can, i am told i make good cookies and soups from scratch, go lightfoot in the forests to visit animals and whatnot, written a few books, i DJ from time to time at exclusive events (not bars), read alot about various subjects (non-conventional physics, history that was never taught in public schools, lots of new age kind of stuff, some occult...), i'm really into geodesic origami...

ok that's all i can think of.

ps- to the "gang" regulars in the main chat room... please have some courtesy to stop ganging up on individuals in there.  getting a bit tired of seeing that. guess i won't be chillin in there with you guys, i got banned. no insult. too vague on the url link in the rules section.  in my opinion anyways, but not according to the moderator. meanwhile... if you wanna talk about life (the deeper the better), problems, or positive things, my msn address is on my profile page...  i'll leave the stupidity to the chat room i suppose, i don't think i related to where anyone was coming from in there anyhows (effeminate snobs, lady gaga, and what is between one's legs don't seem all that inspiring anyways)... if you're just gonna drink booze and smoke pot at the cam, forget it ok...
later...
take care nows...