I am 23 years old and have never been in an open relationship. I think every gay man has had that one secret relationship that hurt him to the core. i spend most of my time alone and feeling utterly alone in the largest crowds. I want to fall in love and be happy.

I am totally done with the whole waiting on him thing. I am single and live alone. I own my own home and live with my two dogs. I don not use drugs or alcohol. I smoke cigarettes but am willing to quit for the right man......

I just want to be loved in return for once.......................