I'm not looking for relationships right now.

Why? Because I don't want you. Not yet anyways.

Sorry guys. I am now going to a Christian school that monitors the net and if I'm caught on here I can be suspended. I'll try to visit as often as I can though so don't get mad if I don't respond to your friend requests or messages.

I'm here for friends and friends alone. I don't want to c2c or phone. I don't do it. Please don't ask.

If you see me in the chat, feel free to say hey. I'm an extremely nice and friendly person. All I'm looking for in life right now is fun. Not fun in the sexual way, but fun as in staying out all night with friends being retarded knowing that if we don't do it now, we might not do it ever. I want the fun that books are made out of. I want the fun that will come back to memory when I'm on my death bed and know I actually lived my life the way I wanted.

That doesn't mean I'll do whatever and shirk off my responsibilities. I'm not stupid or senseless. I'm a reliable guy. If you need me to do something, chances are I'll do it and I'll do it well. I'm more into details than I am into the big picture. I've held a steady job for 2 1/2 years and during that time had 2 other jobs for a short period. This year I'm heading to University going after 2 majors . I know the meaning of work and I'm not afraid of it.

I'm loud and I'm crazy and I don't know when to be quiet. My friends have literally looked for a volume control on me....twice. I'm naturally this way and if you don't like it, nice meeting you. I won't change for you. I'll only change for me.

I put my friends and family first. I hate selfish people with selfish attitudes. Once I meet my needs, I focus on others. This is what brings me joy most: helping others.

On that note, I'm a performer. I never get such a high than when I'm up on stage. There is nothing like walking onto a platform and transforming into someone completely different from myself and leaving behind all the worries and pains that are in my life.. Standing there, living someone else's life while being watched by others and distracting them from their own lives is like Heaven on Earth. Then stepping off that stage, walking away from that new world, and becoming again who I once was, knowing that I brought enjoyment and entertainment to someone's life, is sorta bittersweet. But then when I hear the applause and the cheering, it all becomes worth it even more because I know that since they are cheering for me, that I did my job and bettered their lives, even if only for one night.