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Live Love Dream
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Everyone has a different opinion about someone
else, especially myself.
Whilst having an "out-of-body" experience, I began
to observe myself and watch the way I reacted, the
way I processed thoughts, the way I laughed and
smiled or looked at myself in the mirror to make
sure I was the way everyone wanted me to be. I
watched myself study others, making sure I was up
to par with the people around me so I could blend
in. I watched as I would sometimes scream for no
reason and run into my closet and shut the door
where no one can find me or hear me when I cried.
I watched myself find the strength to leave my
house after 18 years and move all the way down to
the bottom of the country just so I could get away
from the torment of the past. I watched me
struggle, I watched me make poor decisions that
resulted in either punishment or lack of
confidence. I watched me sink into a pit of
despair where I couldn't find a way out unless I
left it behind.
I've watched myself blossom from that experience
and grow into a stronger individual, ready to take
life by the hand and walk down it's long twisting
path, no longer alone, no longer afraid.
I then grabbed my own hand and went back into my
body. I was suddenly whole again, suddenly
unafraid, suddenly prepared to make the most of
what I could do, suddenly confident to say it was
time to make a change.
Everyone has their own opinion about someone else.
Mine is that I am human, and I am learning and
growing as much as the next individual, however I
am more willing than others, sometimes, to expand
my horizons a lot faster than most would in a
short time.
Other stuff about me:
Singing, really, is one of my favorite
interests. I like understanding how the voice
works and how I can improve on it, and make it
better. Manipulation of the voice is a pretty cool
thing. Writing is also a great interest I take.
Expressing one's self through imagery is such a
powerful feeling. Allowing someone to see your
vision through your words is so cool. I admire
J.K. Rowling so much for that, and she is one of
my main inspirations
Music: I, of course, love Broadway music the most.
Really, I like a lot of types of music, but I've
been noticing, lately, that it is sometimes more
Techno and Pop than anything else. I also love
Cirque Du Soleil music
Movies: Favorite movie is V for Vendetta, loved
Juno, Sweeney Todd, Hard Candy, Fight Club, The
Phantom of the Opera, The Haunted Mansion,
Transformers, The Harry Potter Series, The Lord of
the Rings Trilogy, Stardust, Cirque Du Soleil
movies (how gay, right?) But at least I have many
different interests
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